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Soul Unfolded

by Chris Ballew

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1.
1969 Camaro 03:29
1969 CAMARO 1969 Camaro with The Cars 8-track stuck inside and I'm in the backseat lost in a quarter note beat I sink deeper than deep and see the guitar bounce and twang inside my mind don't cha stop at the stop and shop just to see who's not underneath the raw fluorescent light good times roll for the young and old pass your hand to hold you are all that I have got tonight 1969 Camaro with The Cars 8-track stuck inside your best friend's girl is in touch with her world as the headlights swirl I'm feeling loose but man this band is tight crazed and amused dazed and confused praise the blown fuse we all move in stereo tonight years interrupt mountains erupt cars burn up fire leapt and set our house alight 1969 Camaro with The Cars 8-track stuck inside 1969 Camaro
2.
Nowstalgia 03:42
NOWSTALGIA hold on tight it's razor sharp hold on while it falls apart such a strange and constant separation what if time is not a line? what if I could shut my eyes? what if time is like a conversation? heavy crackle of the air 1985 is where I slide into this hallucination shake it off and where am I? passing through a brand new time feeling eyes upon my new reflection nowstalgia for the nowstalgia for the nowstalgia for the now now nowstalgia for the nowstalgia for the nowstalgia for the now now time is not like shedding skin brand new body again and again memory resists that amputation in the end it is not right time is finite time is tight all becomes a missing invitation back away and see the scene hover high and split the screen pick and choose the happy simulation holding one and holding two zero sums are hard to prove it's a teetering syncopation
3.
Polyphonic 03:26
POLYPHONIC
 she comes she goes she strikes a pose I fall she stares I fall down stairs I thought a girl could rule my world the first mistake is words are fake I found big love it seemed to come from this one source a glowing force turns out it is a switch that's hit turns out that high is here inside and I hear it now so clear I pull the sand out of my ear all the shapes and names and smoke distract me from the joke it's funny how time can fly and a solo note will die a creshendo overtone can look and feel like home and a a love like a laser beam will evaporate the sea and a love like a laser beam will burn a hole in me and a single singularity will never see what we can see and a single singularity will never see my love has gone polyphonic it was monophonic all those years my love has gone polyphonic it was monophonic all those years my love has gone polyphonic it was monophonic all those years and years and years and years and years and years and years and years
4.
SOUL UNFOLDED hand me your soul unfolded hand me your soul I'll hold it hand me the story you've been sold hand me your heart to keep it do it quickly while it's sleepin' I can hold it better than I hold my own hand me today I'll take it slowly my body's breaking hand me your hand and we'll grow old show me the brightness dimming show me the light that's thinning show me the sunset growing cold should your soul unfold should your soul unfold should your soul unfold
5.
OUT OF A HOLE
 I might feel like I can't climb or breath like I'm gonna co lapse fold up and stay that way fall down get stuck and like it like that this is the job if you want it find light find sight and climb a little just a baby when suddenly everything breaks and shines like a supernova there's only one way out of a hole lost time living like a dead man ten years living on the medicine lost time clawing at the muddy side ten years laughing in the black light every day was paper thin every time i'd begin again every breath was totally shallow every step left one more to follow
6.
MY HEART IS ON LOAN TO YOU this isolation makes a living thing go hungry makes a living thing slide underneath and wait for a clue misinformation tells a story of a powerful decision everybody has to look up high and split in two my heart is on loan to you my heart is on loan to you my heart is on loan to you my heart is ion loan to you I know the feeling like you're stealing every atom in the universe and using them to light up the gloom I can not give the thing away I have to hold it with a long and thin connection made of extra sticky super glue I'll take the risk and make a rescue cause I hear you in the darkness humming something and I know that tune light as a feather but it can not last forever I will let you have a sliver of this infinite solitude
7.
DIVE IN THE DARKESS dive in the darkness dive in the dark dive in the night time dive in the the void dive in the blankness we all avoid dive in the ocean dive in the deep dive under pressure until you're free dive in the velvet underground dive in the pulsing of the sound dive in with nothing in your way dive in because it is unsafe dive in the darkness dive in the dark dive in the twilight dive in and swim dive in and do not breathe and then begin again dive in a bottomless hole dive in until you loose control dive in and shatter in the black as if you're never coming back as if you're never coming back
8.
Tonight 04:00 video
TONIGHT I'm gonna grab a planet with my tiny hands I'm gonna be a monkey in a funky band tonight tonight tonight tonight I'm gonna shrink down to a smaller size I'm gonna concentrate and leave the ground and fly tonight tonight tonight tonight tonight I'll take a tiger and I'll put him in my shoe I'll take the flaming sun and swallow it for you tonight tonight tonight tonight we're gonna tun on all the lights and go to bed we're gonna turn on all the lights in our heads tonight tonight tonight tonight tonight yeah yeah yeah yeah tonight I'll be dreamin' tonight I'll be dreamin' dreamin' you're gonna fall in love with every living thing you're gonna celebrate and grow a pair of wings tonight tonight tonight tonight tonight you're gonna dream a dream of other peoples thoughts you're gonna give away everything you've got tonight tonight tonight tonight you'll slide around in time and watch that river flow you're see the truth that no one else but you can know tonight tonight tonight tonight tonight we're gonna wake you up and make you go to bed (c'mon c'mon now) we're gonna turn on all the lights in your heads tonight tonight tonight tonight
9.
HERE COME THE FEARS without warning dark wave forming up from in me don't run stay please here come the fears that will drag me down drag me down (drag me down) come in come home you are welcome don't leave tonight relax stay tight
10.
LOOP ON THE MOON stuck in a loop on the moon on the moon stuck in a loop I feel like the days are coming undone and falling apart I feel isolated uninflated in my heart this tattered pattern shatters if I shake my head so I keep it still and let the show roll on instead on the one hand I can be contented in this loop it's the odd sensation that I'm doing it on a moon not even our moon that we see from home at night any moon will do as long as the dark side has no light stuck in a loop on the moon on the moon stuck in a loop even when you hold me I feel lonely and that's OK I'll just choose a loop and quietly start to drift away on a cellular level nothing changes day to day that's just not true but I choose to believe it anyway stuck in a loop on the moon on the moon stuck in a loop
11.
Numb 03:53
NUMB irritation comes with a certain glow pain makes awareness want to flow cut it off and the body crumbles down cut it off and I'll never find the now numb numb numb I'm so numb I'm so numb break the barrier break the waiting skin drop a crumb so I know where I've been losing out on the power of real sensation losing out on the power of the seperation numb numb numb I'm so numb I'm so numb there are so many memories to erase disconnect my eyes my mouth my face breathing is easy if you do not mind the sting living is easy if you turn off everything numb numb numb I'm so numb I'm so numb
12.
SOLO SATELLITE you came from out of nowhere that's the only thing I know for sure you could not help but send out love on radio waves so clean and pure you let me know just by existing that I'd never be alone you hijacked all the frequencies then cut the sound on the microphone my solo satellite you still orbit inside you came and went and stayed away depending on the chemistry you broadcast everything at once somehow your signal got to me you made cassettes covered is stars full of psychotic lullabies you were grounded cloud surrounded forcing us to abort your flight my solo satellite you still orbit inside (solo solo satellite)
13.
They Mutate 04:03
THEY MUTATE my memories all crowd around transmitting sentimental sounds I grab a ghost and watch it change and I don't know why don't know why they mutate this broken record skips all day I can not keep my story straight nostalgia pulls me out of phase and I don't know why don't know why they mutate I don't know why don't know why they mutate trillions of moments swirl around photographs turn me inside out I see the scene disintegrate and I don't know why don't know why they mutate I don't know why don't know why they mutate I don't know why don't know why they mutate don't know why mutate

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released January 21, 2022

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Chris Ballew Seattle, Washington

Chris Ballew is the songwriter and lead singer of the Seattle rock 'n' roll band The Presidents of the United States of America. For 10 years Chris made music for 0 to 5-year-olds and their parents as Caspar Babypants. Now chris makes fuzzy psychedelic meditative fun loopy music for grown-up brains to chill out and do tiny dances and take naps to. ... more

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