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POWER TRIP
I got a lightning bolt bouncing up and down in my head
burning up all the fear and the tears and the dread
poisonous parts that worked before being perverted
no damage done that can not be reverted
swallow my power trip and we will be forever connected
tethered and swaddled we disinfect the newly infected
I'm gonna run out of life like in an 80s arcade
I was the thief in the family addicted in the video game
I got low so I could get high
I went blind so I could grow eyes
I got tight so I could unwind
I unplugged so light would be bright
I'm loosing my power trip
I'm loosing my power trip
I'm loosing my power trip
cutting the wires but the current can deliver a shock
live down electric lines light up every house on the block
I needed to be right like gravity needs a rocket
now I am electrical hot like a fork in a socket
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2. |
Gonna Go Home
03:35
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GONNA GO HOME
I am stuck in a shape I am stuck in a form
a trap made out of clay a trap so smooth and warm
I am an embryo I am a forming face
I am not what I know I am not from this place
I don't know when I'm gonna go home
I don't know when I'm gonna go home
I don't know when I'm gonna go home
but when I do I'll surely let you know
home is an empty sea all of the water gone
home is an in between wake up and carry on
home is a ticking bomb a clock upon the wall
we are already gone I hear your signal call
I am stuck in a shape I am stuck in a form
a trap made out of clay a trap so smooth and warm
I am an embryo I am a forming face
I am not what I know I am not from this place
home is an empty sea all of the water gone
home is an in between wake up and carry on
home is a ticking bomb a clock upon the wall
we are already gone I hear your signal call
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Turn Into The Tree
03:43
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TURN INTO THE TREE
I feed love so fear will starve
mark the time and carve a heart
I was tall and I was twisted
slowly like I never existed
grown in dirt by father and mother
roots held fast to one another
plant the seeds and life will flower
stillness is my super power
day by day I'll turn into the tree
living 'till I die so patiently
nothing but a spacious vacancy
day by day I'll turn into the tree
love is flowing through my roots
chop me down and cut me loose
always here but not alone
bark and wood not flesh and bone
dreamed a dream 'till it came true
branching out as it grew
my old friends are here in spirit
if I fell would they hear it?
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CRASHING WAVE
I hear a bird sing with a broken beak
I feel the floor falling out from under me
I spread my wings at the edge of the roof
I'm full of flaws I'm not shatterproof
riding high on a crashing wave
riding high on a crashing wave
riding high on a wave
my blind eye still tries to see the shore
gasping for air I can't breathe anymore
gone upside down I will search and find
crawl through the dark not to be outshined
been lost and found and then lost again
crushed by that wave but I dive back in
I feel the my pulse growing cool and slow
I feel the love as the waves explode
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Save Me
03:17
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SAVE ME
when the cool of the ice is the thing that will burn me
when the heat of the flame is the thing that will cool me
when the story is real in a violent movie
when I'm wiggling free into a cage that will hold me
maybe the things that I'm good at
make me selfish and lazy
maybe the things that I'm bad at
are the things that will save me
save me
when those eight inch heels twist and fracture my ankle
when the promises atrophy and all end up in shambles
when my life is electric and all I have is a candle
when the mansion is empty and left to all of the vandals
when the voices are muted they still flutter and drift
when the soul is the peach and the self is the pits
if I can't see the signs I'll be surprised by the cliff
when my army's assembled I'll go and blow them them a kiss
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Dry Worm
02:51
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DRY WORM
I found a beautiful worm in a terrible state
what a dehydrated invertebrate
come on dry worm
well the rain never came to moisten the coast
and when the sun came out that worm was toast
come on dry worm
try to move just a little if you think that you can
here's a drink of cool water from a puddle in my hand
come on dry worm
if you got no legs you can still do a dance
but I don' think this worm stands a chance
come on dry worm
someday someday someday
I'm gonna be a dry worm
(on my death bed like you know I think I'd like to go out present I think)
too happy to help too sad to cry
I wanna moisturize this thirsty guy
come on dry worm
well the summer sun could not be more hot
and I'm wishin' for the water that I have not got
come on dry worm
all the clouds in the desert all the wet in the sky
I hope a storm will form and keep it alive
come on dry worm
that's it that's all nothing more to do
I gotta keep on trukin' I'm thirsty too
come on dry worm
someday someday someday
I'm gonna be a dry worm
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7. |
Broke My Brain
02:49
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BROKE MY BRAIN
then I wash away the dirt from all that matters
then I slip and learn to fly
then a ghost of me flickers by and scatters
then I pass out and thank you 'cause you know you broke my brain
then a lightening bolt splits the sky and shocks me
then day and night combine
then I wake up and there's nothing's left to stop me
then I pass out and thank you 'cause you know you broke my brain
don't wanna talk about how good I feel
then the earthquake stops but I can feel the motion
then a landslide takes it's time
then a molten river hits the cooling ocean
then I pass out and thank you 'cause you know you broke my brain
then a phantom comes and hooks up my connection
then I leave everything behind
then I sense a sort of new wave of creation
then I pass out and thank you 'cause you know you broke my
brain
don't wanna talk about how good I feel
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EMPTY BOAT
I'm alone in an empty boat
skin and bones in an empty boat
lost my body lost my brain
pull the plug go down the drain
drifting trapped inside of me
on this self indulgent sea
stars tell stories in the sky
backwards at the speed of light
outwardly my love still shines
from the lighthouse in my mind
broken leaking dreams inside my head
that's ok I will soon be dead
a fantasy of warm dry sand
a fantasy of some dry
land land land land
some dry land
land land land land land
someday sure I'll reach the shore
when myself is here no more
but for now I'm wandering
sinking in a sea of me
the radio died two days ago
I can hear the foghorn loud and low
on the rocks I cease to care
people stand on shore and simply stare
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9. |
Radiant Baby
03:24
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RADIANT BABY
she's a radiant baby warming everybody
heart's an open flower when she shares her power
she's a radiant baby loving every being
feeling all the feelings seeing more than meaning
she knows life's electrified before you feel it
she knows the mind is like a flower when you feed it
she's a radiant baby on a long warm swim
fish live in the water call her nature's daughter
she knows being born is lucky times a billion
she knows life is just a doorway made of feelings
she's a radiant baby born to light the void
born to strike like lightning
always new and beautifully bright and blinding
she knows every cell is straining for a purpose
she knows nothing of the fear that makes us nervous
nothing of the fear that makes us nervous
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Memory Ball
03:24
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MEMORY BALL
suddenly I had all my memories
rolled up in a ball
all the short important ones
all the silly ones laid out flat
suddenly the rain beat on my windowsill
first snowfall always marks a year
photographs can't crash that's impossible
tomorrow whispers in my ear
I don't know if I could hold myself
in a memory ball roll over me
I don't know if I could hurt myself
in a memory ball roll over me roll over me
did ten thousand loads of laundry
took twenty million little pills
wore out six hundred pairs of brand new shoes
I got a tattoo of a haircut
present time smiles threatening my
memory ball memory ball
memory ball memory ball
memory ball memory ball whoah
roll over me
I don't know if I could hold myself
in a memory ball roll over me
I don't know if I could hurt myself
in a memory ball roll over me
I don't know if I'll delete myself
in a memory ball roll over me
I do not know if I could loose myself
in a memory ball
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Connected Forever
03:30
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CONNECTED FOREVER
my left side is my right side
my right side is my left side
my inside is my outside
my outside is my inside
my light side is my dark side
my dark side is my light side
my up side is my down side
my down side is my up side
connected forever forever connected
connected forever forever connected
connected forever forever connected
connected forever forever connected
connected forever forever connected
my low side is my high side
my high side is my low side
my cool side is my warm side
my warm side is my cool side
my good side is my bad side
my bad side is my good side
my loose side is my tight side
my tight side is my loose side
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Busy Signal
03:52
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BUSY SIGNAL
used to hang on the telephone
I could hear you breathe
used to have to hang at home
it was too risky to leave
used to long for those long goodbyes
they could take all night
used to concentrate and picture your eyes
we used to tie up the line
now all I hear is a busy signal
droning on and on
now all we are is a busy signal
the emptiness is gone
my favorite sound was the one that you made
when you had nothing to say
my favorite space was the one that we made
when we could not separate
my favorite place was the kitchen at night
locked in a land line chain
my favorite memories are brittle and weak
your ghost is all that remains
(all I hear busy signal
on and on and on
miss you I miss you
miss you I miss you)
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Meltdown
03:51
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MELTDOWN
I keep reacting to the pressure
I did not mean to let it go so high
it's better better better better in my head
I'm gonna meltdown stay in bed
I'm gonna meltdown stay in bed
I'm gonna meltdown
this world can be weird and vicious
what I can't change I bury deep inside
and I don't wanna let the needle hit the red
I'm gonna meltdown stay in bed
I'm gonna meltdown stay in bed
I'm gonna meltdown
I'm gonna meltdown down down down
I was only sleeping
when you bothered me
now I am nowhere man
the night before was long long long
I've got a feeling
it's all too much for me
so I'm gonna meltdown
you would have thought I'd learned my lesson
all of that fallout would feel wrong wrong wrong
no no no I'll do it again and again and again and again
I'm gonna meltdown stay in bed
I'm gonna meltdown stay in bed
I'm gonna meltdown stay in bed
I'm gonna meltdown down down down down
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14. |
Smiling At The Scar
03:41
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SMILING AT THE SCAR
I remember being kind of happy with the hurt
broken hearted I decomposed and turned to dirt
I remember I wishing I knew what I could say
what a pleasure to feel the sting of yesterday
now I am smiling at the scar
now I am smiling at the scar
now I am smiling at the scar
these injuries (theses injuries) are invitations in disguise
its all blurry (it's all blurry) misplaced years of happy times
my body (my body) is always able to rewind
my story (my story) is in the love I left behind
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Chris Ballew Seattle, Washington
Chris Ballew is the songwriter and lead singer of the Seattle rock 'n' roll band The Presidents of the United States of America. For 10 years Chris made music for 0 to 5-year-olds and their parents as Caspar Babypants. Now chris makes fuzzy psychedelic meditative fun loopy music for grown-up brains to chill out and do tiny dances and take naps to. ... more
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